I was told

that I am never sad or angry

and that makes sense

because I never show you my sad or my angry

and because you don't see my sad or my angry

you show me your sad and your angry

and wonder where mine is

and because you don't know about my sad or my angry

you never try to take it away

but that is probably fair because you don't know about them

because I never wanted to show you

because it never seems like it will change anything

except give you more sad and more angry

so instead I will keep mine

and let it whither away in mine own body with the other sads and angries that

I have pushed deep down further into myself rather than let it out into

a world already full of sads and angries