Conflicts of interests

Sometimes when you try to spread yourself too far apart you wear yourself thin in some places

So you try to push from this side to that to even it out

But you end up pulling too hard on one end that the other end is so thin you can see right through it

And you can feel it about to tear so you brace yourself and you don't know whether you should have done something or if you could have done something to keep everything together but maybe there's just not enough to go around

The funny part about it all is that there's no room for you in all of this. Everyone sees you moving in and out and around and they think that you are doing this all for yourself, that you are spreading yourself out because that is what your self wants or needs but that isn't true at all, not at all