A new feeling

Being the detached person that I typically am when it comes to opposite-sex relations, I have surprised myself by feeling that I might, dare I say it, "like" someone. I rarely lust or pine or obsess or even crush on guys. Although I have had the tendency to fall into situations where it might seem like I do. Sometimes I wonder if maybe I just don't give people (and by people, I mean male courters) a chance and close the options before they can become realized. Or maybe I just have not met anyone that I had felt deserved my time. However, this time around I feel a genuine interest and even a genuine longing to be with him when I'm not with him. Whether this is just an illusion that has placed a veil over my eyes and confused my senses from the stimuli of hand holding and lip locking because for once they do not seem sheathed as weapons of seduction, I do not know. For now though, I am holding these reservations aside and letting things fall as they may.