dailyweeksauce

sometimes when i think to myself

i feel like there are levels of awareness

it is like there is the day to day

then there is what i think about the day to day

then there is how i think about everything

and then there is the outer layer which is hard to think of

it is like i am looking at it from the inside and trying to imagine what

it looks from outside but i can only speculate

but i can only think about it for so long because it is just too hard

so hard that if i try for too long i will snap back to the first layer

until i can muster up the courage to climb back out again