about how for once i feel the effects of getting older and as i said before, i am not mourning the loss of my youth because that would be foolish -- i am still so very young. i guess what i am saying is that i don't feel as young as i once was. but maybe that's how we always feel at each stage of our life because all we have is to look back and think how foolish we once were. but i think now i have accepted that i am still foolish but not as foolish as i once was to think that i wasn't foolish at all.
I think one of my biggest flaws right now is my willingness to take the immediately easier route. That is how I am. I like ease and immediacy of results. This is reflected in many aspects of my life from my everyday decisions to life-altering ones. It isn't that I don't have foresight, I just don't acknowledge the long-term consequences.
There isn't much more to say. I can say that I'm doing better with this but I still make mistakes and that's all I can really say.
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