And so it goes

Hey, sorry my reply took so long, I thought I may have ended up seeing you earlier in the week. First of all, what are you doing tomorrow (thursday)? Let's hang out, I'm done with school for good at around 1:30. Second, thanks for telling me how you feel, it really means a lot to me. I agree that we'll both be alright. I have an undeniable peace about it, and its because of how genuine our relationship is. We both need to do whats best for ourselves, and if that means we need to part, then thats ok, as long as its whats best. And someday, if whats best for you is me, then that's what you have to do. I'll call you and see you soon --- On Sun, 5/10/09, Kristine Fernandez wrote: Subject:  Date: Sunday, May 10, 2009, 10:23 PM Adam, I just wanted to let you know how I really feel because I've made it painfully obvious that I'm really bad at that kind of thing in person. I'm going to miss you -- really, the idea of not seeing you again hasn't sunk in. Whether or not you realize it, meeting you has meant a lot to me. In a selfish sort of way, meeting you has made me realize things about myself. I've always had a fairly distinct idea of who I am as a person but I had lost some of that clarity. Meeting you brought me back. In a less selfish sort of way, I really do care about you. I've tried to keep you at a distance because of the circumstances and because of my personality in general but I just can't help falling for that damn smug face of yours hahaha -- I'm going to miss you but I know that we'll both be alright. It's weird because I really do feel like things will be alright for both of us. That doesn't mean that I'm not sad that things had to turn out this way. But I'm happy for you because I know that this is something that you need to do. I know that feeling of restlessness (albeit mine are of a smaller scale). I also know that you'll be alright because you're a good, strong person. I think you know this but if you ever had any doubts, forget about them -- I have credibility in this kind of thing (probably not true but take my word anyway). I know I'm going to see you before I leave but I just wanted you to know all of this. Just please don't rub in the sappiness when you see me -- I won't take it. Like, I'll see you later I guess, (With love,) Kristine